what is happiness

have you ever feel like no one cares about you?

have you ever feel like "why always me"?

have you ever think "why everyone surrounding me such as a suck"?

do you lately feel lonely?

or maybe sick with anxiety?

that's all the question that sometimes I want to ask myself also to people in my surroundings. coz I know in every person's life, they're faced with a different problem which is not all people can solve it if they gave the same problem. so actually we're the same, no different. we feel sad, upset, and angry too.

the difference might be in time. there're some people since born doesn't have parents or people who were left by his/her father or mother when they were children or people who must work in their childhood. everyone has their own time. time to feel happy or time to feel the pain. but we don't know when the time comes to us. could it be today is our time to feel happy? or pain? nobody knows. 

but the exact is everyone trying to survive in their own life. however difficult it is we can not run from reality, because in the end, we faced another problem. and the more we run away, our stress will build automatically, coz when we run away unconscious we trying to deny what should we faced off besides runaway is not a better choice. 

if we feel stuffy with our life, just take a seat and rest for a while. talk with our friends, parents or people who we believe in. we also can do what you like, maybe while do that we got a motivation. there's no need to rush. coz back again, everyone has their own time. let it be the other people who got their success in our age. let it be people who already married in our age. they got all of that because surely, it's their time to feel happy. just be patient, and the most important is believing in ourselves that in the future is our turn. 

so don't feel like you're alone. because everyone on this earth feels the same as you. just the difference is time. you're not alone, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be loved, your smile is beautiful and you're amazing with all on you.