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OMG, it's so awkward. I never imagined that I write something like this. Hehe.
I don't know how to start it, because I rarely write about it. But here I want to share a story at the last of my teenagers days. In my 18 years old, I've graduated from a nice high school. Met many good peoples and got the first job. I thought it was something wonderful back then. Why?? Because at my 18 y.o I've got my first full job which is people outside of who the same age like me still don't know what to do. But after I think about it again, I same with them. I was just lucky. I got a job after high school graduation in a good company, met new people, got my first salary and half of my big family praised me like I am the best among their children. But honestly, I feel burdened until now. It feels like they have got high expectations for me in the future. So, I decided to undergo it like waters flowing in the river. Hmm.
Let me take a breath. Okay.
After several months I worked, just flowing not go for me. I mean, I still have many questions about myself, life, etc. I still want to try other things maybe like meeting new people from overseas, dating to someone, learn a new language, vacation with my best friend, etc. But wait I can try all of it while I working right? However, I think I can't. Why? Cause, if somebody got their job, they automatic have responsibility no matter what. And I felt it. Even if I want to do something I always think twice because of the deadline. And it's fucking tired. Even when I want to visit my parents, I still think about the deadline. Oh, God!
So, I decided to end my contract with the company and restarted again my teenage life.
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